{"id":26628,"date":"2016-07-27T16:52:13","date_gmt":"2016-07-27T14:52:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/imakeyousmile.se\/?p=26628"},"modified":"2016-07-27T17:23:41","modified_gmt":"2016-07-27T15:23:41","slug":"en-sommar-i-kollektiv","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/imakeyousmile.se\/en\/a-summer-in-collective\/","title":{"rendered":"A summer in a collective"},"content":{"rendered":"

Do you enjoy summer as much as I do? So warm and wonderful \u2665<\/p>\n

I'm still in a deep mourning work as you may understand, but one thing that feels important to me who lived so close to a person with mental illness - is to always enjoy life. I am a real everyday enjoyer and am grateful for everything good around me, both big and small things and currently enjoy incredibly much of the beautiful summer and my wonderful family that we spend time with every day :)<\/p>\n

Jag har haft riktigt tunga veckor och fortfarande g\u00e5r det upp och ner, men jag b\u00f6rjar mer och mer k\u00e4nna mig som mig sj\u00e4lv igen vilket \u00e4r riktigt sk\u00f6nt!\u00a0Allt praktiskt efter mamma g\u00e5r inte att ta tag i \u00e4n d\u00e5 bouppteckning och allt s\u00e5dant fortfarande inte har p\u00e5b\u00f6rjats, men jag ryckt upp mig och b\u00f6rjat fixa massa p\u00e5 salongen! M\u00e5la om\u00a0sminkstolar t.ex,\u00a0som jag g\u00f6r i garaget hemma i huset, och rensa alla smink- och produktl\u00e5dor. Sk\u00f6nt att “komma tillbaka” och kickstarta ig\u00e5ng sig sj\u00e4lv!<\/p>\n

My sisters and I have suddenly become homeowners, and our dream (and plan if everything practically and financially goes together) is to keep the house and live together as a small collective :) Wonderful huh?<\/p>\n

This is what it looked like with us the other day:<\/p>\n

\"I-and-miss\"<\/p>\n

Me and Miska on the stairs in the garden \u2665<\/p>\n

\"summer\"<\/p>\n

Both Miska and her sister's boyfriend Glenn are real fans of skateboarding and tried to teach me a little bit! It went like that haha, but very fun!<\/p>\n

\"summer<\/p>\n

Hard to keep the balance on this thing!<\/p>\n

We spend every spare moment and every day when Miska and I come home from work, dinner is on. How well can you have it on a scale? Do not know what I would have done without Miska and my crazy family :) May start vlogging in our collective then haha.<\/p>\n

By the way, we have received papers from the autopsy now as well and it was as we thought - that it was the mother's body that could not take it anymore, so it was not a conscious choice on her part to end life. She self-medicated her depression with alcohol for several years and has been anything but kind to her health lately, and in the end her body could no longer bear it. Just wanted to write it, as many have thought she committed suicide, but now we know that it was not so \u2665<\/p>\n

Now I will continue working at the salon for a while before it is time to go home. Hope you all have a nice afternoon and evening!<\/p>\n

Kiss & Hug \u2665<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Njuter ni av sommaren lika mycket som jag g\u00f6r? S\u00e5 varmt och h\u00e4rligt\u00a0\u2665 Jag \u00e4r fortfarande inne i ett djupt sorgarbete som ni kanske f\u00f6rst\u00e5r, men en sak som k\u00e4nns viktig f\u00f6r mig som levt s\u00e5 n\u00e4ra en person med psykisk oh\u00e4lsa – det \u00e4r att alltid njuta av livet. Jag \u00e4r en riktig vardagsnjutare […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":30,"featured_media":26632,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[5088],"class_list":["post-26628","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","category-allmant","tag-bo-i-kollektiv"],"yoast_head":"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\t\n\t\n\n